Your apprehension towards the system already showcases the amount of integrity you have. That said, if you did go through with ads on your videos I would not lose a drop of respect for you, and I think most people would agree with me on that.
Do what you feel is most right, if you think this could help garner a bigger audience for you then you could use it to gain revenue from other sources in the future, and you might not need to use youtube ads then! Good luck man
thezipper100
While I understand your apprehension to want to even interact with YT's broken systems more then you have to, at the same time, It's not really that bad. No one's really going to be angry with you for interacting with the main way people make money online in this way.
That said, this isn't going to be an offer that goes away or has a limited time availability or something. You have all the time in the world to think about this, since you'll still apply for monetization two months from now as much as you do today. So, use that time, and think on it.
There's no time limit, and it's your call.
wavetro
Thank you!